Do you ever feel completely alone...such an obvious question but this lonesome feeling does not always occur in the expected moments where an absence is physically felt whether removed or waiting to be filled..but what of the one whom has love – family, friends, a mate a partner to walk the nights and days with and yet a lonesome cloak looms beckoning you to wear it in the cold air of this world. I know that when this occurs I am not walking in the Spirit – I am not walking in Love – In Life – and that I am likely to be fretting about my physical life – craving something for my ‘SELF’ for how else could such a thing occur?
When we are to be face to face with the Lord – it is Him and I – You and Him , no husband, wife, daughter , friend, mate or any other human relation will stand between you two – Just You and the Lord. It is this reality that lends the knowledge that no human love in and of itself will ever complete an individual – we are innately made to NEED the Lord..and since Love is ‘not Selfish’ – not ‘ Self Seeking’ I know in these moments of lonesome burdens when I cry out to a vacant night and scream for my loved ones to hear me that I am not walking in Love – that something has separated me from my Lord – my Love – My LIFE…and why that cloak of lonesome feels such a heavy burden and still leaves you cold is because somewhere somehow you have been coerced to look in a mirror  of your life ‘your ‘self’ and at that moment you stopped holding on to LOVE you held on to yourself and your Life- Line your LOVE was separated from you…Peter and the walking on the water..for THERE IS NOTHING THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR AND WITH OUR GOD – WE ARE CALLED TO LIVE A LIFE THAT IS NOT ORDINARY –
“For you will do these things that I have done and many more”…it is time to awake from lonesome slumber and rejoice in our breath AND live OUR LOVE…and then.. and then it all will come x