nonsensical ramblings of ludicrous design

May God's LOVE be with you Always x

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 05:40:05 -0700

such a good song
In The Sun

I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in

May God’s love be with you
Always
May God’s love be with you

My Love My Life

Mon, 02 Jul 2007 05:11:04 -0700

Do you ever feel completely alone...such an obvious question but this lonesome feeling does not always occur in the expected moments where an absence is physically felt whether removed or waiting to be filled..but what of the one whom has love – family, friends, a mate a partner to walk the nights and days with and yet a lonesome cloak looms beckoning you to wear it in the cold air of this world. I know that when this occurs I am not walking in the Spirit – I am not walking in Love – In Life – and that I am likely to be fretting about my physical life – craving something for my ‘SELF’ for how else could such a thing occur?

la Parole

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 04:13:15 -0700

..too long have i read with academic eyes - pretending a facade of study when truly the self indulgent nature to self analyze would overtake..and yet the Holy Spirit ever so gently whispers in the sweetest breath 'I AM with you'..the WORD penetrates through my 'self' and i am made whole i am awakened and sit in joy knowing that i am free..and then the moment passes and i struggle to study again and again until the Holy Spirit once again finds a breath in my stronghold of intellectual design and speaks again and again 'I AM with you'...this circle this cycle until i am broken and i see the Body around me - i see all the parts that i am not - that i know not of..and i see i realize that i am so small so insignificant in myself until i wake to find that i myself - little me - is a child of the King the Father, I AM..and i wonder a little more till i know..how i know not everything,..how i can literally do nothing of any worth no matter how beautifully it is dressed and i cry in relief and cry in desperation and say 'here i am..help me..do what You will with me..i am here'..and ever so quietly with a strength that offers the security of a thousand strong arms of love enwrapping you i hear 'ThankYou My Child, I AM Here With You'...and i bow my head with silent tears and I thank my Father in Heaven who has blessed me beyond my dreams has given me a love in this earth beyond my imagination and has taken my tears of sorrow and mourning and turned them into tears of joy and I am surrounded with my brothers and sisters whom i know not and i am free i am whole my mind closed to the persuasiveness of analytical thought which determines one often in self deprecating light or high above their conscious esteem and I know that I know not but to Love that I cannot unless i ask- surrender my wilfulness of self to His love through me.. and I hope and pray that tomorrow when i awake i will still remember to be willing or take a moment to sit to listen to hear the Holy Spirit whisper 'I AM, I Will Never Leave You Nor Forsake You For You are Mine, My Child'.

Isaiah 61

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 03:33:31 -0700

1THE SPIRIT of the Lord God is upon me, because the Lord has anointed and qualified me to preach the Gospel of good tidings to the meek, the poor, and afflicted; He has sent me to bind up and heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the [physical and spiritual] captives and the opening of the prison and of the eyes to those who are bound, 2To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord [the year of His favor] and the day of vengeance of our God, to comfort all who mourn,